"I feel so stupid and useless lately. like I seriously don’t think the world even cares about my existence anymore and it definitely wouldn’t notice if I were gone. no one truly needs me anymore and all I seem to be doing lately is making people more unhappy. I’m a pathetic daughter, sister, friend, and human being. no one cares about me and I’m so sick of feeling like this. maybe I’m being selfish or maybe I’m just loathing in self pity by feeling this way but I can’t help it. I’ve been trying for so long to be happy and nothing seems to do it for me anymore. my heart constantly aches and I can’t stand dealing with the same routinely and tedious life. I don’t know what to do anymore. I just feel so useless."